the road not taken..

jason mraz-beautiful life

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

here goes the story,
lately, loads of problems mcm stranggling me...there seems to be no end to these..until i even thought of ending my life!!im tired...im alone...to exhausted to fight...so, i just move on to life because i thought that im worthless...nothing seems to work as i plan..until i accidentally found this lyric in my drawer..
adults just dont understand us teenagers...they dont really get it...when u tell them,it makes our problem lot worser..i mean most of the time...
it just makes me feel it is secure to tell them to friends..they understand most of the time...even if they dont,they are willing to lend their shoulders for us..

when the thought of commiting suicide datang, i felt guilt..guilty for not being fair to myself and people around..then i started to think,i've been through these years of living n finally think to end it myself???better things are yet to come..after hurricanes there is always rainbows...that is life...